I understand

Darling. ^.^

The Painter of my life.

The Painter of our relationoship

The composer of our love

My everything

Thanks.for everything you gave me darling.

Muckz..

Love.^^.

=]

Box full our love letter and 'Agreement' nie.. ^.^

.^_^.

03.12.2009

Got My Darling d Love letter nia~.

So happie der lor....

And A diary. ><

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.

Maybe i should learn to start writing than typing here nia><

But handwriting and spelling error..

Arghh~ try lar.. k? =P

^.^

hope darling don't mind nia.

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Darling.. Here is my Reply.

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.

Here Goes

.

.Dearie...

There's nothing more i could say than saying i love you.

There's nothing else that i need more than i need you.

Darling.

How far would we go.

How far can we go..

I know,

I'm not perfect.

But,

I just want you to know.

What i felt.

And what i want.

You're the all i needed.

You're the reason i had.

You're the only thing i've done that i'm proud of.

You're the only one i let into my heart.

.

Darling.

I'll Do my best.

Of us.

You made everything in me.

Perfect.

.

.

.

.

*Darling

*I'm sorry i made you worried

.

.

.

Darling,I love you, I really Do

I wanted your soul. and everything you do.

Makes me love you deeper and deeper

I wanted to know everything about You

i want to hug you forever.

i want to kiss you forever

i want to kiss our grandchildren to sleep

i want to tuck you in at night

i want to see your sleeping besides me when i wakes up at night

i want to kiss on your forehead when everything seems wrong

i want to sing a love song to you while you're feeling down

i want to hump lullaby when you seems tired

i want to hold your hand when you seems tired

i want to hold your hand to walk on a beach

i want to hug you tightly when we're counting the starts

i want to sit still to watch you mumbling besides me.

i want to see you smile when you're with me.

i want to let time freeze while i'm with you

Darling.

i want Our future.

to be ours.

I.Love.You

.

.

.

.

Darling.

i meant these word.

i was afraid.

But not anymore.

-

21.11.2009

My heart starts breathing on the day.
21.11.2009
The day.
Was the day my heart start beating.
I started To breath.

Just a little word.
The stars and the moon would shine for us.
Just a single kiss.
The sun would shine and rise for us.


NO more darkness.
NO more Sorrow.
NO longer depressed.
NO longer Stopping.
Because we're always moving on to our future.
If u tell me i'm just chasing the stars.
I'll still.
Chasing it.
Because its' our future.
Through all of the winter i ran
Through all of the fall i went
Through all the rainy day i stood
And All of the hot sun i've bear.
Baby.
You're the only star i wanted.
You're the only light i wanted.
let me.
Let me chase on the star.
Because i've got my forever to spend on.
With the star.

LOVE..............................LOVE

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LOVELOVELOVE.............LOVELOVELOVE

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LOVELOVELOVE

LOVE

E.J

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.

Our Love ,Its Like A

Rainbow.

.

.

I love you darling.

I really do.

My swetest darling. .

I'm in a dream

In my dream

You'll be me.

I'll be you.

We'll be one.

You soften my heart of stones.
And i Melts your frosty heart.

Everyday.

I carry on my job as ur hubbie with your love.

You, as my wife. stand by my side.

nothing break us apart.

Everytime i need you..

you appears right by me.

Holding me tight.Treat me right and love my truly.

These are the things in my dream world.

Thats my dream.

And i'm now in my dream.

Let me dream on.

Forever and ever.

I froze my time.

Just To see our sparks always.

Baby.

With ur love.

i know why people smile when no one's smiling.

its because they're thinking of someone they love.

Like i do.

Smiling.

darling.

nothing could stop us from going to heaven of our own.

You made me have the sweetest love.

There's nothing sweeter ever.

our love gets better every second we spend together

its because we're just so right together

and the only reason this's happening its because you're my only sweetest love.

I dont need to look any further.

You're my all.

The world isn't enough for me.

But you're perfect for me.

Saying It.And.I Mean It

Looking inside my heart.

There is a Girl.

I Feel no fear towards her.

She reaches into my soul.

Reaches out her hand for me to hold.

I have no more worries.
Because she's holding me.

.

.

I searched within my soul.

Found a thing called Love.

Given By Her.

And i realise The emptiness i had.

Have disappear.

.

.

She,came along.

Carries me away from My hard days.

Cast my fear away from me.

I've survive.
With her love.

.

.

I've see the truth.

'Her loves. lies in me. '

.

.

The Lord Knows.

How Much I need her.

And He know how much dreams are hard to follow.

.

He'll Makes me hold on to her.

And Not breaking us apart

.

.

.Forever.
Its Seems so real in us.

Its Just gets better For us to travel on.

No matter what today is.

When she's here.

Its Better.

.

.

Do you see what i'm trying to say here.

.

.

I fall in love with everything she does.

Everything she is

.

.

Its Time to reveal but not conceal.

My feeling towards her,My girl.

.

.

.You're the one.

Mine.Her's

She's the one.

Who always makes me sit back and miss her.

Every single smiles on other's face.

Every word From others lips.

reminds me of her.

Childhood stories.

Dreams.

.

These are the memories which i cant forget about her.

holding my hands.

Hugging me from my back.

playing with me.

These are the memories i don't want to forget about her.

all the Blushes when you hear me saying i love u.

All the smiles u gave me when i hug u.

The way she sleeps.

The way she hug.

These are the things i wont forget about her.

Its undeniable that.

We're in love.

Its unbelievable that i once hesitate to tell her so.

Time reveals everything between us.

Its Incredible that we're together now.

All the emotional we share.

All the desire we have.

Made me and she an us.

She. know.I'm for real.

Darling.

Say Goodbye too darkness in the night.

Because i see the coming of the sun.

Our love is our new born baby.

Breathing for new life.

Touches our warmest heart.

She knows that I'm selfish.

I wont share a single piece of your heart with others.

I know I'm right Doing this.
Because i know she would do the same too.

I'm Flawed.
She Sees through all the of me.

Turn up the corner of her lips.

.I know I'm accepted.

.I would trade this moment with all I've got for Forever.

.With Everything i ever had.

.Because shes' smiling.

.And i ever wanted.

.Is her to smile always.

Happy and Loved always

.Darling baby.

You're my dream come true

My Only dream.

We shared our dreams.
We had our dream.
And now.
We're living in our dream

.Dream of you and Me.

I.Love.You.

Moment Of Truth

Just one moment.
It changes my life.
nobody said that this was gonna be easy
I don't know how to word it
And I almost missed it

It start with a word.
Then 3.

It start with a kiss.
Then a love.

It start with a hug.
Then Our love.

If i'm dreaming.
You'll be the lead.

If i'm living.
You'be the director.

Is a long way down.
I'm sure. We're going on a long way.

I've seen through all the tears.
I've seen through all the laugh.
these are what made us here.

My heart is real as it does.
My soul is as weak as it always does.
you're my reason.
This beautiful place of us.
I know u're here.
You' here in my heart.
You're here in my soul.
You're my heaven.
you're my home.
you're my true love.
you're my treasure.
You're my angel.
You're my rainbow.
you're my soul.

I mean these word.

i just want u to know.

I wont let this go.
These are my heart.
These are my soul.
They are why i miss u.
They are why i love u.
You always sees right through my soul.
you always hug me when its the right time.
our quite time,
your beautiful mind.

These are the things which makes me love u.


I've notice a thing.
You're always the one i reminisce.
you're always the one in my soul.


From now on.
i'll wake up everyday with a smile.
Listen to the radio with our song.Singing along with my heart.
This is all because i know u're loving me too.


We share our smile.
we share our tears.
smiles beautify us.
Tears purify us.
You.Made me who i'm
You're what i'm meant to be with.
you're my reason
You're.My all.


You're. Mine.


Don't let me go.

Đλяιιиg.ιэт мє. тλкє yσυ тнєяє.

·Jσcэιyи 's ßσy·™ .

The Only Girl in my heart,you

. U know de.
.

Hold My Hand. Take A Stroll.

Girl,
Lets take a stroll through the valley.
The Valley of light and death.
The streets of Sin and Lust.
The Broadway of fame and popularity.

Throughout the journey.
Don't let me go.
because u're the only one i wanna to walk with.
The only one i wanna hold my hand on.
And the only one i wanna 'say i miss you' to.

No valley are scary.
No streets areTempting
And no Broadway are alluring,
Because. You makes them worth Nothing
With you Holding on to my hands.

Here I'm

When We indulge our self in our happiness.

I'll walk with you on The beach.

Holding Your warm little hand.

Walking our way to the future.

Staring into you radiant eyes.

Exploring you inner Soul.

Enjoying the breeze .

Enjoying our sweetness.

Enjoying the soft sand underneath our foot.

Leaving our footsteps

Treasure out time together.

There will be 2 lines of footsteps on the beach.

Because I'm the one who gonna walk besides u.

Ever.

When Sorrow Strike our beautiful life.

Don't You worry.

I'll be the Only one leaving the footprints on the beach.

Reminisce all about our time together.

Working and fighting My way out for us.

Searching our soul back.

Finding our life back.

The sand had become so harsh

I couldn't bear 'The' pain.

The pain for u to step on it.

That's why you're here.

Here in my Arms.

Carry you through the rough and harsh sand.

Embrace u through the Sorrow.

Loving u through the way.

Don't be scared when u only sees a line of footprints through the rough beach.

Because,You're in my arm.

I'll Carry you through all you pain, all your sorrow.

Above all your secrets.

Don't you be afraid of anything.

Because Here I'm for u through your life.

For Our life.

Best.Of.YOu.

The Best,

Is as Black as the devil,

As hot As Hell,


As Pure As Angel,


As Beauty As Blossom,


As Passion As Rose,


As Sweet As Love.








And The best is Eu.

.Stood Still.

.Trade it no more.

.Fall in love.

Promise.

.I promise you.

.I'll always walk with u.

.U walked with me.

.when i was all alone.

.With so much.

.i know along the way.

.And Now.

.I promise you.

.I'm always there.

.When u heart is filled with sorrow and dispair.

.I'll carry u. Always.

.caught in a maze.

.I'cant solve no riddle.

.I dont know where to go.

.I'm just a little boy.

.Its bringing me deeper and deeper.

.i tried.

.I'm so scared.But i dont show it.
.Enjoy My show.

.My show of Sorrow.

.Can't be alone.
.Can't do it alone.

.i promise.

.I'll be the only one who know this pain which i kept inside.

.to know the pain which makes me the one i'm now.

.I'm cold.

.i'm trying to breath for u.

.Crying out.

.singing loud.

.You could be the one.

.Could be all i need.

.I promise.

.I'll lose my will for u.

.I'll hold u together.

.I've taste the defeat.

.Still i know i will carry on.

.Please guide me through the life i've lost.

.To find these faults in me.

.I Promise.

.I'll be a Better me.

.Look in my eyes.

.Do you sense The sign of life.

.because i'm digging through the darkness.

.To hold my self back.

.take my self in.

.I promise.

.It'll be over.

.Just believe in me.

.And You're the one.

.who wouldn't.

.Hold on.

.Hold on to my hands.

.I promise.

.we'll make it throught the vally.

.Sun Away.

I'm Elisha.

I'm terrifelier of all things.

I 'm frightened by the dark.

You're the like the light.

You're like the Sun.

I was Closer to u.

I was happier.

i really was.

we're fading further.

Hold me.

Please take me..

I'm not gonna ask u to understand me .

It will be a waste of time.

Just keep walking on.

Until u find ur way.

But. Please dont go too far.

Never Gonna feel the feeling i had just now.

Can u make it go away.

what's wrong with my baby.

what's wrong with me.

what's wrong with us.

what's wrong in we.

Is it u.

Is it me.

Is it us.

Is it we.

Believe me or not. U've got me feeling this way now.

Never gonna feel this way again.

Did't expect this from u.

you're trying to make me go away.

And i don't like.

Stop playing this game.

I'm trying to play it cool

all the hurt and lies and the pain.

We must make it go away.

Don't worry

I can't bare to see u go.

i can't.

Its not Over

From Kween

1. 大名 :: Elisha Tan hong Sheng
2. 生日 :: 920220
3. 谁传给你的 :: Lam ZhengKween
4. 生日想拿到什么礼物 :: Blessing
5. 最近压力大的事 :: >.<
6. 想做的事 :: Break out
7. 有没有喜欢的人 :: I think, yeah
8. 跟谁出去最幸福+快乐 :: Budd
9. 如果你跟朋友吵架了,你会怎么做 :: Let It be ,We'll work it out. i hope
10. 最想和别人去那里 :: Sea sides
11. 圣诞节想做什么 :: Pray
12. 最想和谁庆祝圣诞节 :: you
13. 最近在做什么 :: Hangin out
14. 有几个兄弟姐妹 :: Older Bro,Younger Sis
15. 最近喜欢的一首英/华语歌 :: Skin And Bones
16. 喜欢什么颜色 :: Black,White,rainbow
17. 上厕所会不会冲水 :: Yeah
18. 喜欢男还是女生:: i'm straight

19. 最想大大声说什么 :: I'm Sorry
20. 半夜敢不敢上厕所 :: yeah,while i'm sleep walking


21. 你现在最恨谁 :: Elisha
22. 现在喜欢做什么 :: hang out
23. 睡相好不好看 :: Not sure
24. 现在的时间 :: 12.18Am 2009.10.26
25. 是否厌恨传给你这卷子的人 :: Nah.Bud
26. 体重多少 :: 60
27. 今天天气 :: Thunder storm

28. 如果忙完了你最想做什么 :: Reminisce
29. 失眠了会怎样 :: reminisce
30. 你晚上睡觉会不会尿床 :: no


31. 你晚上睡觉会不会流口水 :: no
32. 你有没有吃过宵夜 :: yeah
33. 近期开心的事 :: what is happy
34. 自由对你来说重要吗 :: i tot so
35. 你觉得在朋友当中谁最性感 :: don't know
36. 你觉得你比较聪明还是笨 :: Nobody is stupid
37. 你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈 :: i don't know
38. 你现在最想看到谁 :: you
39. 你喜欢看戏吗 :: movies
40. 你敢向你讨厌的人说我恨你吗 :: u bet

附加问题::


你打算几时结婚啊 :: when u wanna marry me
你喜欢你的生活吗 :: pretty much

相信塔落牌吗 :: No
睡觉前所做的事情 :: reminisce


你的偶像 :: Beck
你喜欢的季节 :: Autumm.when everything falls


最想去的地方 :: Where are u.there i'll be
最讨厌怎样的性格的人 :: who Ignore my urge


你会抽烟吗 :: not now
你会喝酒吗 :: not now


你常哭吗 :: i don't know..
你常笑吗 :: I don't wanna know

想睡到几点 :: better not to
朋友和情人你会选谁 :: I'll leave


1. 机会+命运你会选谁 :: Theres only one terminal in our life


2. 你很自恋吗 :: I kinda hate me


3. 你有穿耳洞吗:: Nah


4. 喜欢吃冰吗 :: No



5. 现在幸福吗 :: I'm pretty much indulge in sorrow

6. 最在乎谁 :: yeah,u


7. 房间里最重要的东西是什么 :: Person besides me


8. 没有朋友你会怎么做 :: drinking coffee all by my self






* 如果天使给你一个愿望,你想要什么 :: I want My life to be one
* 这个问题废吗 ::what question
* 喜欢那个水果 :: peach
* 最怕人家问你什么 :: Who is She
* 喜欢下雪吗 :: snow melts
* 下辈子要做什么 :: your guardian angel.
* 希望再被tag吗 :: Come on.
* 你喜欢等人吗 :: Hate it.



1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷

2. 请老实回答每一问题

3. 不能擅自涂改题目

4. 写完请点你的朋友，不可以不点


Why must i get my fren into trouble.
Nobody. please fill this

Smiles. I love u.

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. Facing a Kaleidoscopic Emotion.

.A smile isn't just a smile.

.Please Dont Fake It.

.Purpose.Needs.Hope.

Shadows fall on yesterday, it's like time just slips away.

I'm nothing, when darkness follows me.

The dawn, it never shows it's head.

I'm left dying here instead with nothing, A lock without a key.

Like the brightest star you shine through.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.

I've got purpose once again.

I've got purpose once again.

Yeah, yeah. (I've got purpose once again.)

If looks could kill you'd be the one, that takes my world and makes me numb.

I'm nothing, without you I can't breathe. (I can't breathe.)

And as the sunlight burns the sky, I see through my obsessive eyes.

I'm nothing, without you I can't see. [Like the brightest star you shine through.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.

I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.

I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

You're the strength I need to fight,

You're the reason I still try.

I'm the moth and you're the light.

Use these wings so I can fly, I can fly.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.

I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.

I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.

I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

I've got purpose once again.

I've got purpose once again

.Read.Learn.Shed.Wave.Bye.

I Lock the door

Turn on the water On

Bury that sound

So no one hears anything anymore

Mirrors lie to me, tell me you can see

Maybe you won't be able to recognize me now

I know you can feel, all the things you steal

And you're taking, you're takin it

Feeling so easy

Make me skin and bones

I'm always on my knees for you

You break like it's even

When you're faking it

Thin, Where have you been?

Well sometimes it burns

Baby I'll wash it out

It all look so big

Nevermind, I don't feel anything

It only hurt a bit

I still feel like shit

And I think you won't be able to recognize me now

It's easier to quit

Harder to admit and

You're pushin me, you're fucking pushin me!

Feeling so easy

Make me skin and bones

I'm always on my knees for you

You break like it's even

When you're faking it

Thin, Where have you been?

Cause you always win

You always win

Laughin' like it works

Bleeding like it dont hurt

Knock you off your feet

Even if you need me

Tear you apart, hey now i need you

Feeling too easy make me skin and bones

Im always on my knees for you

Break like its even

When your fakin

Feeling so easy

Make me skin and bones

I'm always on my knees for you

You break like it's even

When you're faking it

Thin, Where have you been?

Cause you always win

You always win

Laughin' like it works

Bleeding like it dont hurt

Knock you off your feet

Even if you need me

Tear you apart, hey now i need you

Feeling too easy make me skin and bones

Im always on my knees for you

Break like its even

When your fakin

No no no, you don't understand! I look at this Hayley, and I, and I can't help it. I wanna, I wanna do her grocery shopping, wanna, wanna re-roof her house. I wanna... hunt animals and bring her the MEAT.

.Although is stupid. But. Its True.

.This Is My Urge to you.

.And.

.I wouldn't change one second of our life together.

Dript